what it is

So I suddenly have this urge to write. I don't write on this thing much, but sitting here in the darkness of my living room, I just really want an excuse to type something. Anything.

I have been learning almost more than my brain can handle lately.
Life is... odd.
Is that the word I'm looking for?
No.
Life is... peculiar.
It kind of baffles me.
It's amazing how one moment you feel such a strong emotion about or towards something and then the next you feel completely different.
I feel.... full.
I am surrounded by more love than I realized.
I take so much for granted.
Money, school, careers, relationships, self-image, family, friends, the future... I get so wrapped up in all of that.
It's sickening.
Lately, though, I've felt different.
I wake up smiling.
I feel confident.
Why?
Because the one who created the world loves me more than I can comprehend.
I feel like once this is realized the puzzle pieces that make up our lives suddenly fall into place.
Life makes a little more sense. It's less complicated. It feels more natural.

i can tilt my head back. close my eyes. feel the chill of the autumn breeze on my neck. it sends a shiver down my spine. i open my eyes. the crystal blue sky surrounds me. goodness. how i love to hear the sound of dead leaves crunch beneath my feet. it's a relaxing sound. the smell of the leaves. the sun sets earlier and earlier every day. need i say more? fall is the best season there is. i can only pray that the weather will continue to be this lovely.

i think harry potter is coming soon to defeat the voldemort that resides in my belly. good lord, i hope so.

completely random non-cohesive post complete.