Saturday, August 23, 2008

breathe deeply

i am home.
dealing with a loss... or at least a near loss is probably the most difficult thing to deal with.
as grave as the situation may be, i feel surrounded by so much love.
i want to love people more. appreciate my time with everyone that i love.
i take way too much for granted.
in the midst of all this i find it a bit difficult to breathe.
my lungs feel constricted. my stomach tight.
i just want to do what's right and be there. love.
i like loving people.
i wish it could be easy to love everyone... it certainly isn't.
sometimes it feels easy, sometimes it doesn't.

"the world spins madly on." weepies.

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