je suis fatigue

oh, i have a new blog of my cooking adventures from this summer...check it.

as i sit here barely awake, i stumble upon this:

"when a lot of things start going wrong all at once, it is to protect something big and lovely that is trying to get itself born--and that this something needs for you to be distracted so that it can be born as perfectly as possible."

i have no clue who wrote it, but i love it.
i feel like this is how my life has been unfolding over the past year.
so many things were not working out, but all is well right now and i'm very happy to just...be.