it's just unpleasant

the internet is often unpleasant. so, i type in 'deep thought' in the search engine just for the heck of it, and what do i get? images of unclothed men. i mean, that's not exactly what i asked for. try typing in 'contemplation' and see what you get. i got an image of a chipmunk. dead on! when i think of contemplation, i go straight to the thought of a little rodent eating a nut. sure.

i had quite a humorous conversation with the kids i was babysitting for today. the little boy instructed me that i was only to marry a guy that wears lotion. "you want a man with soft skin. if it's rough, then you shouldn't marry him." this boy just turned 7. he is incredible. when he laughs he reminds me of a 30-year-old. i think this is because when he laughs he cries. i've never witnessed a child laugh so legitimately i guess.

i really like to observe people. as many times as people can frustrate the crap out of me, i thoroughly enjoy observing them. everyone is so different. oftentimes i really get a kick out of watching people. it's like you get to peer into 20 seconds of their life before they vanish forever. my grandmother recorded some of the people she has encountered in her nursing home. i kind of want to do the same thing. her observations had me in hysterics, though. an old man got locked out of his room in only his underwear, so he had to knock on his "lady friend's" room and borrow her robe until he got a key.

i've got nothing. nothing more. an empty head and limp fingers. and one hot computer on my lap. this is done. over.